i do have moments still.. where i feel like i’m riding the same energy wave as you.. the one where we first met. like maybe wherever you are you also stopped and smiled. moments when i remember why i fell in love with you in the first place. whether it’s a song that brings me to you, or a state of highness that takes me back to your kisses, or your smell. sometimes it’s a gust of wind, and i remember how you smiled at me or how you kissed me on the forehead when you thought i was sleeping. i am going to miss you. but oh how i have missed myself more..